anti-psychotic medications

I am so happy these days and life is easier. I believe taking that old combination of anti-psychotic medications kept me somewhat in an altered frame of mind. It is hard to describe and I feel time will show even more reasons in the Doctors thinking to modify my medication. I experience long periods where delusional thinking is practically nonexistent. I have intelligent conversations with real people and can hold my own in an argument. That’s new. When I’m taking my medications properly, I can distinguish when my mind is slipping into old patterns!  
 “Patterns imply that now they are seen as such and are then given to reason and repair, it can be identified, dealt with and/or fixed.”  
 Self-control being my choice today brings productivity. And love is the true victor. So; family, come together with me and share in my joy. I have always wished to be in one accord with you. Together we can perceive a life of hope. We the victors speak not in riddles but with the eyes of a child, you can now see our love. So open your eyes to us and help us know the world you have always experienced. We do not desire to be alone any longer. We want to feel, to love, and to give. We have been trapped inside our minds of strangeness’. Out of the closet of confusion, we walk into a new life where we can perform this task of life and reap a better life. We enjoy things we once knew as a child. We again feel connected and can imagine you in your life of ease. And what’s more; “...the day is coming that we who listen hear what’s inside you. As you share from your experience we now know what it feels like to join in. Mom and Dad are smiling down on me and feel tears for my lifespan; tears of relief and joy.”  
In todays' update I want to share my progress with my Publications company, my Book revision and status reports.